A very slow slow start

OK, so I am not off to a very good start.  This is already hard.  I succeed, I fail, I succeed, I fail.  It is likes one step forward and three steps back.  Man that sugary fatty food is so good.  To be honest, I don't even eat that much, but what I eat is not the best.  Just convenient.   So, once again I am re-evaluating.  Health, health, health.  That is the key.  I know it, I just have to practice it.  One day I will try hard to take my own advice.  So, here it goes again.  I am starting over, once again.